Joshua’s surgery is tomorrow and we check in at the hospital at 6 AM which means getting up at 4 to get there on time. That’s the least of my worries though. I can’t stand thinking of handing him over. And knowing he’ll come back looking like a different baby is strange too. I have taken so many pictures of him in the past few days just so i can remember him like he is right now.

He’s my little baby and I love him just the way he is. If I didn’t know that this would make his life better, I would just skip the whole thing. He’s adorable and perfect to me! I love his smile the most and that is what will change. But, soon he’ll be smiling a whole new smile and I’m sure I’ll love that one too.

Here’s a photo of one thing that won’t look different at all!!